Castlerigg Stone Circle Report
L.E.S.S is More • Activation (Zoom), Site Visit, and Post-Zoom Integration
Confidential working document for Rachel Earing / Live4Energy Training College
Data sources: Live4Energy Castlerigg webpage, participant journals (where available), Post-Zoom transcript (8 Oct 2025), Wyrdoscope plots, and water EC readings.
Executive overview
This report triangulates three strands of evidence from the Castlerigg cycle: (1) the Activation Zoom (Rachel’s channeled activation), (2) the on-site visit and ceremony, and (3) the Post-Zoom reflection circle. We compare language/emotion patterns, physical/neurophysiological markers, spiritual meaning-making, and instrument-based signals (Wyrdoscope plots and water conductivity changes).
A simple way to describe the Castlerigg signature is: “recognition and release under intensity”. Across the dataset, participants repeatedly frame the site as having agency (stones “wanting recognition”), and the group experience as a rite-of-passage that amplifies nervous-system shifts (from shutdown to release), followed by a week of widened awareness, boundary-setting, and meaning-making.
Full Journal Notes, Videos, Transcripts & Data Charts Below:
Castlerigg Stone Circle Activation & Gathering Findings
Images from After the Activation held on 26th September
Activation Notes – Rachel Earing
I had 3 choices for dousing the site for this gathering. I doused Castlerigg.
Welceomed everyone online and explained the procedure. (Please see video recording for the full details.)
Journey has now already started that the Site has been chosen and to allow free flowing of journalling, drawings, poems whatever comes from this site.
Whisper to your stone lay down with it, face down with your heart to heart with Gaia.
Breath Om That Sat
Om That Sat
Blwing in the wind. ifre of the Pheonix within Gaia and each other.
What did you notice within?
What did you noitice as a group?
My voice changed here … let it throughRachel let it through…
Everyone stayed on apart from Natalie.
Castelrigg – Name ancestors
Castle – Rigg
Cumbria, Keswick make the connections to the individuals names ancestrally and personally.
Felt the need to find my green notebook from the original visits to Castlerigg and other ancient sites. Refer back to the notes and doused references. Add these onto next sight visits.
Packed up the Castlerigg Sunday 28th September. Wyrdoscope charged and packed in yellow rucksack with water guage, paperwork and crystals, dousing rods, pens etc. Seeing angel numbers all the time 19:19, 11:11 etc. Finished packing about 11pm
29th September.
Yes finally getting chance to tune into the site & group. finding I’m not engaging in anyone stories or rabbit holes I;d normally go down especially with Chalres heading off to Thailand in 2 days time. normally I’d be all over it but leaving it alone and feeling very calm.
Packed the car at 1030/11 ish and set off 1130 ish to pick up Claire. Julies booked us a Yurt and looking forward to a night away.
Picked up Claire and sat outside her house No 11 to discover I was outside the wrong house. This was her former house! I was chatting to Julie on the phone to find out she visitng an ancient well before meeting us. Claire rang to say where am I and when i explained she said that the house she used to live at and not great memories there. Feel like there has been an energy exchange of completion here. Then drive upt o collect.
Journey up was full on cosmic. Seeing 7447, 444’s on so many number plates. Claire put on the Bell Chant music which set me off immediately yawning and clearing as it did so I was very conscious of the vans and lorries we were passing. The names on the vehicles had things like “Stone” on and as I approached the vehilces I’d start yawning and by the time I’d passed them i felt this completion as if we were clearing the journey up to the site. Shame the Wyrdoscope isn’t capturing this but I’d have no idea how to start looking at that data so just as well.
The yawns were connected to the conversations Claire and I were having, then the vehicles gaves us signs with names and numbers then I’d yawn then I’d laugh with the completition of it all. It was a really intense part of the journey and lasted for the whole duration of the Bell Music. I was just says howproud I am of not going into the stories anymore becuase that would be even more exhausting for me that Claire pointed to the van in front with “Storey” on it so the yawns came again. I yawned massively at an Ambulance we were passing just as Claire started to tell me that Deborah used to be a paramedic – again felt like I was clearing for the group now at this stage. So many names etc on the way up that felt connected like this but can’t remember them all but I was wondering what the wyrdoscope would make of this journey and how we would even begin tomeasure something like a full journey movement of land clearing and how wyrd that would be. Julie rang and we arranged to meet at Derwent Water so I Could collect my water sample from there. Stopped for a beautiful lunch at RHAGEN then collected water from the lake and met Julie and Nat. After a coffee together we left to go to the yurt and a farmer was moving his sheep down the lane. i felt very much like Dad was with me (ex shephard) especially with a brown sheep and shite head just sat down and grazed and gazed at us for the remainder of our time outside.
I took a photo on the bridge and it reminded me of the photo on the screen save from after the very first activation.
Site Visit – Rachel Earing
I was feeling anxious to get to site when I awoke, conscious that the Wyrdoscope hadn’t been on charge and would it have enough power for the day. Sue rang to say she was suffering from a migraine but had set off and stopped on the motorway services. We set an intention for her to be completeley healed immediately and she arrived at site not long after all of us bless her.
Arrived at site feeling responsible and very out of sorts which esculated when we unpacked the car and I put up the tent. The wyrdoscope wasn’t registering any light on at all. As everyone arrived they all brought out their battery packs to offer to charge the Wyrdoscope but again no lights were coming on to register it was even alive. I gave everyone an hour to get to know the stones as I took the machine down to a cafe to give it a boost. Again when we got there there wer no lights on the Wyrdoscope at all. I left it there for 40 minuites and joined the others at the site. They had all tested their water samples before entering so we had something to offer I hoped. I tested my Derwent water before I took myslef into the circle to calm down. I was feeling fraught with so many people being around and again that I had disappointed everyone by not providing what I had promised.
I sat with the stones and with my back against one in particular I felt my whole body begin to slowly melt into it. My thoughts disappeared and I felt like I had dsappeared into the stone and was being held and comforted by the whole of Castlerigg. I closed my eyes and found mysel fin Druids Temple in the hub of of one of the spaces where you can stand within the stones. I felt like I had blended timeleslly into the circles I had already visited and we were as one. Protected, part of each other and heartbeats pulsing together. I could have stayed there all day.
I roused myself and took some photos of the ladies journaling, embracing the stones, talking together and making those meaningful connections like I had.
I gathered us all to go for lunch and took mine down to the cafe to collect the Wyrdoscope with some charge on it. However, it had no light still and I was feeling bereft again that the hwhole project would be at risk with no data to provide. Holly gave me her harger on my return and it was at 99% when I plugged in the Wyrdoscope it drained it in less than a minute. What was going on. I had to laugh at the power of the sight.
I asked Claire to collect the written data anyway for the alter, the ceremony etc and she agreed. Debs was taking photos and vidoes for us.
Julie gave me her charger for the Wyrdoscope and I plugged it in for the remainder of the visit turned it on and put it in my rucksac on a wing and a prayer something would happen.
It was time to go and open up the circle. The amount of people passing through had diminished a little and when we openeed up the East side of the circle and entered with the permission of the stones ones by one. The group began to put together the alter. Holly was already feeling the effects of the circle’s power and the group energy and was silently crying as we began to put the alter together. We gave her space to be. Sue was in the tent recovering from the remainder of her migraine and joined us just in time for her annointing.
The alter was beautiful and everyone put in their offerings. Lots of yawning before I began. I started to bless everyone present with the Ancient Well water julie had collected and the Frankinsence oil I brought from Oman. When I reached Hollie she was really having a breakthrough so much sobbing. Julie came and wrapped her in her shawl and a hug whilst I connected her and her mum together through the ceremony. It was a huge powerful shift of energy coming through already. I completed the rites of passage for the group and then Julie completed the 13th Rites of the Wombe for us all. That was very powerful and as she completed this with my I felt my womb contract significantly. I had all the symptoms of a period without having a bleed during the remainder of the afternoon.
Once Julie had completed the intense energies of the group needed to shift and as I began to bring in the other ancient sites, Merlin, Isis, and the Ancient ones plus many other deites, the masculine and feminie energies to the circle I was drawn to say we needed more….. more life… more children… more dogs…. more movement, merriment, celebration. I asked us all to play our instruments, sing, chant dance, walk around the site as I brough in the rest of the sights. Lots of yawning, crying, chanting singing and laughter during this. This movement seemed to open up the other visitors to come and talk to us and join in. It felt like a celebration had begun and everyone was welcome to join in the potent energies. Within the space of 20 minutes a whole classroom of children had arrived. At least 30 of them with their teachers. We danced and sang and again we greeted a dog and his owners.
It was time for Sue’s tuning fork and just before we began a man came to ak what we were dong and he was an author on walking the ancient sites at a university. He stayed with us for a little while to experience the energies with us. We sat in the smaller circle and I allowed myself to switch into receiving mode. It is always profound for me with Sue’s forks as my whole system repsonds immediately to the vibrations and begin to laugh, cry, wretch, hum until I finally settle into the calming vibration of balance. When I was there I was the dragons the most beuaitful purple, pink and vibrants enormous huge dragon which was bigger then the whole site above and around us. It was holding us in it’s space. Cocooned within it’s body and tail until it rose above us and we saw it in all it’s glory and magnificence. It was just totally wonderous and aborbing what feeling of oneness we all strive for was present for what seemed like an age and then we came back. The children had surrounded us sat quietly enjoying the peace and harmony too. I noticed the teacher taking the children to our alter and explaining things to them. We felt truly connected to the site and the people in it the country side and the animals.
We ended the day with the closing of the alter and you can feel the shift of energy as soon as it’s done. it’s this finality of of it’s done now move on feeling. Like you’re being shifted onto the next stages already.
We went for a coffee at the local cafe who kindly stayed open for us to integrate our experiences together. We seperated and I found myslef going back to the site with Julie and nat to have my own experience I’d not managed to have earlier on due to Wyrdoscope issues. The sun was now beaming down and the evening air was potent with joy and peace. Sunbeams played with us and embraced us into each stone and the circle until it was time to say goodbye.
I began the journey home alone. Claire returned with Deborah and I had the stillness of the views the dusk the sun setting to enjoy and embrace fully. Time to integrate the energies and the joy of sitting near the lake to eat fish and chips. The alone time I had craved earlier was fully here now and it was potent all the way home. This is when I feel like the explorer of souls, spirit, land all blend into one. This is where I feel, hear and see the information connect in the most subtle of ways…The colours of the mountains, trees, grass, the shimmer of the lakes and sun dipping through clouds, the shadows it creates, dragons, dogs, bears. Such deep deep gratitude for this journey I fill up so much my eyes overflow with the pure joy of the journey which for me is the total integration of everything and nothing….
and as I write this the crows are calling loudly outside as they fly away…
I began to download the the Wyrdoscope data to find there is extra data on the travelling day 29th Setember. I’m confused as I hadn’t even taken the Wyrdoscope out of the box all that day. I was consciously saving the battery for the 30th.
Well how I laughed when I opened it up to find that the wyrdoscope had somehow switched on from leaving my house to arriving at meeting Julie and Nat at Derwent Water. It had collected all the data from our journey up in the car with all the wyrd happenings of noticing we were clearing the land, the yawning the “storeys” but no rabbit holes…. clearing and the thought of how would we even capture such a journey thought process had literally played out as an actual event. This data turns out to be the most profound of the event too. Nearly outside the bell shaped curve throughout the whole journey! Mind blown!
The thought and the physically are reaching a point of such speed together that I am now struggling to seperate them at all but when I do it literally creates such awe and wonder inside me it feels like the overflowingly beautiful gift to be part of this journey and experience it and witness it in all its glory.
The following days are spent teaching them the ICU Programme and watching them pain, colour in, do jigsaws, tic tac toe and hear about them learning their spellings blindfolded and then receiving 10/10 for their test as they close their eyes to “see” the spelling again.
Feelings blessed daily, hourly as I realise we need to integrate this journey now on a daily level and commence nightly meditations at 9.30pm for us to stay connected and intgrate faster. These are very profound and I’m led by the energy of the day so no idea what will come out of my mouth until we’re in it. Recording them for future use.
Activation Journal Notes: Julie Cotton
26th of September. 2025 the Castlerigg / Lakes activation. As part of the activation, Julie received a song, and these are the lyrics to the Skye Boat Song.
Speed Bonnie boat like a bird on the wing, Onward the sailors cry,
Carry the lad that’s born to be king over the Sea to Skye. Loud the winds howls, loud the waves roar.
Thunderclaps rend the air, baffled Our foes stand on the shore. Follow They will not dare.
speed Bonnie boat like a bird on the wing, Onward the sailors cry,
Carry the lad that’s born to be king over the Sea to Skye. Many a lad fought on that day, well the claymore did Weald, when the night came, silently lay dead on cullodens Field
speed Bonny boat like a bird on the wing, onward the sailors cry, Carry the lad that’s born to be king over the Sea to Skye.
Though the waves leap soft, Shall ye sleep? Oceans a royal bed, rocked in the deep, Flora will keep watch by your weary head.
speed Bonnie boat like a bird on the wing, Onward the sailors cry, Carry the lad that’s born to be king, over the Sea to Skye.
So this song tells the story of Bonny Prince Charlie’s escape to skye with the help of flora MacDonald after the Battle of Culloden, and the song recounts the treacherous journey and the hope they had that Charlie would eventually return to them.
And for some reason this song I found connected to our activation for Castlerigg. Also the stone of scone ‘stone of destiny’. Used for coronation of all Scottish kings until the English stole it in 13th century to prevent their claims to sovereignty.
Used by english monarchs for 500 years. Returned in 1996 to Scotland but shipped back for coronations & still legally owned by the English monarchy. 2024 now displayed in Perth. Some say originally from Ireland and before that was the biblical stone of Jacob.
The stone stolen may not have been the original some believe.
Transcribed by https://otter.ai
Castle rig Keswick lakes activation, the 26th of September, 2025
prior to this, Julie received a dream about a group of people and herself being on trial. The people were in iron wrist cuffs and chains. They knew they would be sentenced to death by burning later on, over this trip, there appears a connection or a theme with fire. I also had got the image of being charred and burnt away to the bone, and I felt this is part of our clearing process.
During the activation, the vision that came with that for Julie was again, as the Cheatham close last activation, I was pregnant and felt all the symptoms. My stomach was very tight, and I knew I was carrying twins and about to give birth. The twins represented yin & yang, the need for balance. They also became Romulus and Remus, and I was the mother dire wolf with several breasts to feed the twins. The father was said to be Mars, the god of war. And so I believe, as said earlier, our need to get balance in this world.
My vision went on to a Scottish connection and was shown the ‘stone of scone’ or the or the ‘Stone of Destiny’. This ancient stone was used forto legitimise every King of Scotland to become the monarch. later was stolen by the English in attempt to take over the role in Scotland. only more recently was it returned but is it is still under the control of the UK monarchs and still owned by them. I think this connects us back to the lost knowledge of the power of these ancient stones. The elites and religious elites desire to corrupt or control them. With this Scottish connection came the song ‘sweet Bonnie boy’. (See the attached lyrics) I feel there’s a definite connection to the Isle of skye.
I also did a pink tack during the activation and I personally received images of a connection with wood sprites, fairies and Earth Elementals. My pink tack showed me a fairy with almost a lizard like face, wearing a crown ready for the celebration as we were to arrive. The fairy is the guardian of nature and the hidden realms. She is the protector of nature, woodlands and the earth. She is also the guide, or the bridge between nature and spirit. See( later photos by Natalie of the fairy butterfly at Gregory’s head and st Agnes Wel).
As the activation finished, my PC brought up a new screensaver, ‘Tiwanaku’ which represents the gateway of the sun. And this, for me, connects us to the guardians and ancient wisdoms. I also believe there is a portal or gateway to the sun, and that’s something we need to take note of.
Transcribed by https://otter.ai
Julie
Castle rig Keswick lakes activation, the 26th of September, 2025 prior to this, Julie received a dream about a group of people and herself being on trial. The people were in iron wrist cuffs and chains. They knew they would be sentenced to death by burning later on, over this trip, there appears a connection or a theme with fire. I also had got the image of being charred and burnt away to the bone, and I felt this is part of our clearing process. During the activation, the vision that came with that for Julie was again, as the Cheatham close last activation, I was pregnant and felt all the symptoms. My stomach was very tight, and I knew I was carrying twins and about to give birth. The twins represented yin & yang, the need for balance. They also became Romulus and Remus, and I was the mother dire wolf with several breasts to feed the twins. The father was said to be Mars, the god of war. And so I believe, as said earlier, our need to get balance in this world. My vision went on to a Scottish connection and was shown the ‘stone of scone’ or the or the ‘Stone of Destiny’. This ancient stone was used forto legitimise every King of Scotland to become the monarch. later was stolen by the English in attempt to take over the role in Scotland. only more recently was it returned but is it is still under the control of the UK monarchs and still owned by them. I think this connects us back to the lost knowledge of the power of these ancient stones. The elites and religious elites desire to corrupt or control them. With this Scottish connection came the song ‘sweet Bonnie boy’. (See the attached lyrics) I feel there's a definite connection to the Isle of skye. I also did a pink tack during the activation and I personally received images of a connection with wood sprites, fairies and Earth Elementals. My pink tack showed me a fairy with almost a lizard like face, wearing a crown ready for the celebration as we were to arrive. The fairy is the guardian of nature and the hidden realms. She is the protector of nature, woodlands and the earth. She is also the guide, or the bridge between nature and spirit. See( later photos by Natalie of the fairy butterfly at Gregory's head and st Agnes Wel). As the activation finished, my PC brought up a new screensaver, ‘Tiwanaku’ which represents the gateway of the sun. And this, for me, connects us to the guardians and ancient wisdoms. I also believe there is a portal or gateway to the sun, and that's something we need to take note of. Transcribed by https://otter.ai
St Agnes Well – Journey up to Cumbria night before – Julie’s Notes
At St Agnes well at Humphrey head, Alice thwaite, Cumbria, on the 29th of September, 2025 Julie and Natalie felt called to visit the holy well. This turned into quite a challenge as they were unknowingly guided past the well to a rock face where, many years before, a child had fallen and died. Before arriving at this point, Julie got the impression of a nursery rhyme ‘pop goes the weasle’ and a feeling of sadness.
A ceremony was performed to allow the Spirit of the child, whose name was William, to follow the light. And as this occurred all the many noises around went completely silent.
These noises returned after the ceremony was completed. the heaviness lifted and soon after a large pure white heron landed close by.
the journey to the well was over muddy sand/peat puddles and involved jumping on uneven stones and climbing. So quite a challenge especially as the area is tidal so the sand areas were very wet. We received Lots of images and feelings about fairies. Lots of fairy plants were found on the walk- like harebells which seemed out of season. later when researched, we discovered two of the rock areas are actually called ‘Fairy church’ and ‘fairy chape’. The sound of the bees was unbelievably loud.
And again, and we later found out it was an area associated with fairy folk and locals who kept some of the early straw coiled hives. some of the locals were known as bee keepers.
Eventually we found a very neglected holy well and it felt so sad and neglected. So by hand, we cleared the debris so it could flow. We blessed and thanked it and released what no longer served the area. We also left tributes and I was given a heart shaped stone by the well.
with permission a sample of water was taken and when it was measured on our castlerigg trip proved to be very energetic compared to the other waters we tested. from later research, we found many people made pilgrimage to this well in fact, there was at least four wells in total. They were said to cure poisons in the body and heal. Later the site was taken over more by the Cartmel priory & monks who collected and sold that healing water. This later became of relevance due to the monk at our castlerigg sound fork activation. This is something that Julie will talk about later. I feel this site must be revisited and the other wells cleared and blessed. (Please see the photos attached). Transcribed by https://otter.ai
Julie: Written on the night of the 29th of September, 2025
on the way to the lakes we visited the holy well at Allithwaite, Cumbria. It was a journey which myself and Natalie really needed. on the way travelling there we had loads of yawns, coughs. Also pains particularly on the left hand side of our bodies.
Also, there was lots of connections with the numbers 4 & 11. spirit has given me these words ‘Ding Dong Dell pussy isn’t in the well. The well is hidden and out of view, forgotten and left alone. She needed some love, some clearing. half a pound of twopenny rice, half a pound of treacle, snoring beauties all around and Pop goes the weasel.
Guided dreams and sleepless nights are always on the table, but energies will refresh. journal needed filling. So the circle placed upon your hand will lead you to the table, the round table, Arthur connection’, (this was spirit’s reference to the almost henna-like markings that came on my hand the night before we set off on our journey to the well) ‘
Look to Wales and swinside for future arrivals. we are waiting to make contact. Mary Mother, Joseph – father of the heritage you know.
But Harold fell upon a field, and blood did truly flow. The Blood of Lines will connect and energies will flow. Never worry where you go or with who -All will be a surprise. one that gives, one that flows, one that makes your sweet body glow. glow with frequencies of pure light and so much more you will see. 10 paces to the left, 10 paces to the middle.
Dance and swing your bodies around. Don’t forget to sing and shout. William, he is free and sending love to all who helped.
A gift of love, a sign from us -white bird and butterfly. fairies all around you, sprinkle you with fairy dust and let the others slumber.
Join us on our tiptoe dance amongst the trees and Glens. flow along the stream so clear and join the owls tonight.
Transcribed by https://otter.ai
This is the tree song from an ancient oak at Seatoller, Cumbria. This was the song that I was given and the words.
‘As you sit upon my bough, as you blend your heart with mine, I can see you.
You can see me. We are both as one’
Immediately after took the picture showing the lightbody of our ‘odin’ guide
Transcribed by https://otter.ai
JULIE CASTLERIGG CIRCLE
So on the day we arrived at Castlerigg in various cars. four of us, and four seems to be a number we kept having on this trip. Four of us had stayed the night before in a yurt. The sky was grey, windy, and at times the odd drizzle. challenges started for a few members just getting to the site.
Sue got severe migraine and almost didn’t arrive. Rachel’s wyrdascope kept draining every power pack and refused to charge. But we know that resistance seems to arrive at the same time as we do at a site, if not before.
Initially, most of the group spent an hour discovering the site and its energies on our own until Rachel started with a ceremony to greet us into the site.
Personally, I only picked up limited energies and images before the activation ceremony. members of the public came and went, and we touched the stones, felt energies and some took pictures. We carried various water samples which were recorded for their energy activity before we started the actual activations and healing work. As part the circle activation, an altar was created at the centre of the Castlerigg circle. everyone took part, adding tributes, offerings, sacred stones and crystals to be charged, and some to put their water samples in the centre too.
As the activation started, the energies rose and so did the emotions.
As Rachel started the blessing on each member, the energies rose further and the remembering for some almost got too much. at the same time as the activation the four corners and protection were raised by Julie. emotions bubbled, and I was aware of the need for our womb healing, so the 13th rite of munay ki was activated in each participant.
This led to more pure emotion and tears, a release. At some point, we sat in a side circle of stones for the tuning fork activation. this was when I personally felt the distressing feeling of drowning in an uncomfortable way. After the activation it was the exact opposite. from release to pure joy and love, greeting people from around the globe, hugging and talking to them.
The theme of the day was very much about being seen, heard, loved, and finally, at peace. We drummed, we sang, we cried, we laughed, we danced, we shared space with many. I passed on holy water to Carolyn from the USA so the energies could pass forward. We met her after a man requested we sang Sweet Caroline by Neil Diamond.
People greeted us, were curious, asked questions, and we hugged. The Castlerigg circle Went from a feeling of neglect & annoyance at our presence, like we’d come to take from the circle, it altered in time to a feeling of love, healing and sharing. The waters we’d taken became more energetic and the wyrdoscope decided to record the energies. We as individuals left uplifted. We gathered at a cafe, and like all true families, shared a brew and thoughts. Bit by bit, we hugged and most of us set off back home.
However, Rachel Natalie and myself got time to pop back to the Castlerigg circle, the energies now felt so loving and uplifted. The light was brighter. Other people had gathered who were happy, chatting. We hugged more stones, received more messages, and almost didn’t want to leave. Transcribed by https://otter.ai
JULIE: 1st October 2025 the morning after our visit to Castlerigg stone circle, remembering the day before. at the activation with the sound forks by Sue, initially, I saw a beautiful golden eye. It was a burning yellow gold colour.
There was also beautiful energies, which turned into a powerful, deceptive energy, one that I felt did not want to be seen, but wanted to affect the group. It had not been moved on into the light. As that energy continued to affect me, I felt the need to cover my face and pull my hood all the way over to avoid Sue or the others seeing me. This energy felt quite monk-like. The intuitive and positive side of me knewfelt safe & was conscious of what was happening. so I felt safe to let this happen and not fight it. It was like having two aspects. As Sue continued her activation, I coughed & as soon as she reached the throat chakra I started to feel like I was drowning and that I could hardly breathe. Sue seemed to realise what was happening I could sense it & she stayed concentrating on the throat chakra. she said there was a block, and I felt this darker side, or this darker energy, was quite angry. but almost in a sarcastic way, I felt sort of a bit smirky as though the energy with me thought Sue and the group were not strong enough. I coughed, retched, choked, but Sue persisted, and finally, I felt that energy shift and move on.
I believe this energy was a monk who had drown at Gregorys head, he was not a pleasant man and did not want to move on. When Rachel connected us to other sites, ancient sites I saw a purple aura appear framing some of the stones. to me that showed there was a higher frequency connection later on, after the cafe and when we had finished the rest left .
Natalie, Rachel and myself returned to the circle. I got various confirmations from certain stones and so I asked Natalie to see what she could pickup and get feedback. The first one both of us confirmed to each other. We got a strong motherly energy with it, and a child, and for me, was very much like mother Mary, and this stone certainly was the mother energy one of The main stones by what was for us the exit, or where we exited the circle. There was a particular stone I wanted Natalie to feel earlier in the day. It had made me laugh. It the first stones I touched it was as though it did not want to really communicate with me, and it gave me an image of a jackass, and also the character bottom from Shakespeare, and the phrase ‘kiss my ass’. And I felt it just was not interested. In fact, it was like it was a little bit annoyed, and felt like it was overused, that people just came to take energies from it and gave a little back.
So later on, on the return, when I asked Natalie as it would be interesting to see what she felt, because this particular Stone had made me laugh. I didn’t go into details to her. But for Natalie, it was a totally different experience. She very much bonded with the stone and softened its energy, and it allowed her to feel deep sadness and pain. She felt like she’d been stabbed in her neck area. As she worked through that, she was very emotional and tearful, but she stuck with it and went through the healing process with it. And in fact, she was asked by the stone to sing a particular song to to it, which she did. After that, I had felt and mentioned we had forgotten to ask the angels and guides and the guardians to bring in the light and to open the portal and release all the stuck energies and souls who were ready to move forward and to step into the light. There was I felt still a need to release past bindings, debts and agreements and earth bound energies if they no longer serve the greater good. so I did a little ceremony with Natalie’s support, and it was beautiful. And after when we had left in the car driving away, it actually made me cry from the beauty of all the releases that had occurred there for the site, the group and individuals. I think the words that resound with me the most at the stone circle that in our hearts is the need for all to be seen, heard, loved and to feel peace. At the beginning of the opening ceremony one member had become quite distressed and overcome with emotions and tears, and she could barely breathe with such depth of sorrow. I think many of us and the stone circle needed that deep healing, grounding and to allow the release, but Still to feel in control, to feel that pure love and compassion that was felt in the circle, and to know we are heard, seen, loved, and slowly be back in control of our breath and energy. I felt that the whole of the our group were very supportive to each other. I was told that ‘when we are in that space of almost primordial grief, it can take over our body and fill us with pure emotion in waves that carry us away like a tsunami. It builds up so much we are almost lost and swamped by its current but we need to allow that experience. we need then to feel the lifeboat and its anchor, the lighthouse leading us back to safety and home. The group is the lighthouse for each person. each time, different members step forward and guide the other back to home, to the tribe. each member is so important and needed. Each person steps forward with trust and a leap of faith, unknowing what they are to experience & that is every member. we know & we believe and trust the journey but we do not know the route it will take. We do not know what challenges each of us will face and when we will be called upon to serve the greater good of a site or each other, but the beauty is how each of us become part of the energetic fabric we weave our threads of gold and light. We dance with the energy, bobbing in and out, connecting the dots without knowing the pattern, because we co-create it. We wash away some of the stains on the cloth, but allow the residue marks to remain. because no handmade garment should be truly perfect. It should reflect the work of the artists, weavers and stitchers. So this golden energy connects to the whole. a small patch on Mother Earth. but it also expands outwards, the threads melding into the energy grids and Network. I’ve drawn a picture, and it’s like if you imagine the stones, and then it’s like French knitting. So the energy goes round each stone and swirls and spirals. This is from our dancing and walking and our connecting, and then it goes down into Mother Earth and passes through the various substrata, almost like a woven cord. imagine the French knitting on a bobbin, but also threads spanning outwards from that French knitting as well. So it’s not perfect, because these little threads are coming off, but they extend to form and connect with the energies already.’ There is another way to understand that I was given this is if you imagine a wound, a wound at each site/ stone circle or well, and it needs the festering wound to be lanced, packed and healed. but each of these places is a part of a circulatory system, so the energy patch that we create enters through a portal into a bigger system and flows to the walls to stop the leak and any loss or misdirected energy. So some areas will need several groups doing this I feel, and some We will patch and help the vessels regrow and re-energise. This will lead to an expansion, whereas others we will help form a different route. So in effect, the old vein might be blocked off or cauterised as it’s vein/route is unneeded or too damaged. then we co-create a new pathway route for the system to flow and continue but in an altered route. This is the ley line system, growing, healing and altering as it is needed. And this duplicates within us, our journeys. Now it’s about letting go parts of us even those veins or connections which once seemed part of our very life blood. We heal, repair and co-create our new circulatory system. our energy flows smoother and as we release we make way for the new US and create new spaces for experiences & change. we feel fuller, more full of vitality, energetic, less sluggish, renewed faith. Transcribed by https://otter.ai
The fourth of October, 2025 Julie’s feedback on returning home after Castlerigg stone circle visit.
Claire Chadburns Findings
Castlerigg Stone - Claire
I was drawn to this stone especially and immediately felt it had female and male energy relating back to the vesica Pisces I first saw a couple of days ago. A reference to the pirates of the carribean Black pearl boat. Issac Newton or William tell I wasn't sure. I was shown an apple falling from a tree possibly relating to Adam and eve. I felt like the stone was asking me to put my sore arm on it so it could give me healing. The reference to Adam and eve and then said would you Adam and eve it! Believe it I then felt the words Trust and and Believe When your thoughts try to deceive you I saw Einstein and was also made aware of the beautiful nurturing energy of mother Mary!! I was blown away and could see her in the stone very clearly on the left. I could feel the energy and presence of jesus o the right hand side and could also clearly see him too. The energy just felt so beautiful I was slightly taken aback and couldn't quite believe what I was seeing! When the stone said it would take away my pain away I was shown apollo and then the world and weight being carried on his shoulders. I saw the rest card by doreen virtue in my minds eye I then heard tubular bells once again and made aware of a iscosahedron and also shown a merkabar dna helix 24 strand the golden age of Atlantis Also saw a crystal underneath the stone that looked like a clear quartz my feet tingled like crazy. This happens when I connect to a crystal and its energy
Claire
This stone said to me Sit here and rest your weary bones When you sit on me it feels like home Welcomed into mother earth's breast Time to come back home to you Time to rest and be Rest and Be Just rest and be It was at this point my feet tingled
Claire
I was then drawn to another stone this stone felt very different. In my minds eye I saw a woman crying at a grave. The great plague was mentioned I started yawning on a level I have never felt before. I actually had tears in my eyes. I didn't realise that I was leaning on the stone with my left hand side of my body. I was made aware of my anchestor Emma who is my great grandmas mother and all the sorrow and pain she suffered when she lost her beloved. I began to recite the ho o pono pono. I heard the song the sound of silence and also the words sad and bereft for what was left. I honestly felt that I was connecting to my Family's female lineage and clearing and healing it. The land that time forgot Remember this time Remember it well Felt like I was clearing womb trauma aswell before I even went into the circle ceremony. I could feel it in my womb space I was also made aware of the centre of the circle that looked like a wheel. I felt like I was being told it was a cog centre, an activator it then turned into the yin/ yang ☯️ symbol I also forgot to mention that even before the activation I was made aware of my ascended masters deck. I checked through them all and the green tara card was missing. I had the awareness she had already gone to the circle! Also made aware to bring some artwork that I channelled with her quite a few years ago. And my beautiful ocean jasper heart containing fiesta the dragon 🐉 I felt that within the centre of the circle was the energy of King Arthur. Then I received these words " They know within their soul The magic of the stones Nothing can replace the stones loving embrace The feeling of being held , content and calm Sheltered from fear, hurt and harm We were gonged into the circle one by one and started gathering our offerings. Rachel blessed us with holy water in our aura I could feel a swirl of energy with this. Then Rachel annointed our 3rd eyes and said a blessing 🙌 I was whilst going back into the circle that I felt the presence of my anchestors. Emma, Edith, Margaret, mum who's living sharon, then myself and my daughter Amelia-Grace. I also held my womb space in a heart shape ♥️ my ancestors were saying how proud they were of me and the clearing i had done and continue to do for our family line. This felt nice and genuine I don't take compliments easily. A short time after that julie gave each of us a beautiful blessing of the 13th munai ki womb rites. This felt powerful and so apt I was very grateful 🙏 We then went out of the circle gonged by Rachel and had lunch and some down time. Once back in the circle again Rachel began to mention each of the other stone circles and we make some noise for each one. I could physically feel them in my body when they were mentioned and I got all over body tingles with joy!! I forgot to mention that Rachel and Julie called in the elements and asked for the divine masculine. It was at this point the young man appeared 😂 Beautifully orchestrated by the universe as always! Also a beautiful dog appeared we asked his name and it was merlin! When each stone circle was mentioned we all clapped , made noise and did what was required for each circle. Rachel called in all the other circles to activate them to the one at castlerigg. We then had another short break and shortly after sue conducted the most sublime sound healing/ clearing at that point lots of children descended with lots of noise. Rachel previously said it's great to have children there as they are very grounding! Becareful what you wish for there was lots! At first I struggled to concentrate but was told to let go, let go of the control repeatedly. I could hardly hear sue at this point but it was a lovely reminder to stay calm and present throughout life. The children shouted CastleRigg x3 I got chills. I could also hear all different nationalities. It came to the throat chakra and i just had this urge to let through whatever noise wanted to come through. It felt very empowering. I then toned the om again it felt right even if I couldn't really hear what was going with the background noise of the children. I then started chanting under my breathe the gayatri mantra.
Claire
We closed the circle looked round and saw this beautiful Ray coming from the clouds! I think it looked like the hand of God. It spread wide across until it covered 360 all around. We went to the cafe once myself and Deborah had managed to find her keys but I honestly feel that is was so that we could witness the wall to wall sunshine 🌞 it was breathtaking. We followed everybody to the cafe and whilst drinking our drinks girls just wanna have fun played ! On the way home myself and Deborah saw a bus with 555 we were following it for some time. Also saw 0007 once again as I had seen it on the way here on Monday!
Claire after Circle
As I was pulling my crystal card for the day yesterday I was made aware of one of the cards that had been in the offerings centre circle.
As i sat after meditating I became aware of the need to look at a certain page in my archangels guide to ascension book and on it talked about the golden age and all the chakras containing christ consciousness!
Also last night whilst writing up the information I could hear a clicking in my ear like morse code communicating xx
Claire after Circle
This reminded me of the conversation we had with Julie and Nat n the cafe about Nat touching a butterfly and julie drawing one before they even came on the trip! Another beautiful synchronicity. I time stamped when I said this yesterday morning and it was 9.19 which talks about listening to your dreams I also pulled the sugilite ( dreams) and wind card
Susan Cain Journal Notes:
Really enjoyed the activation meditation. I had a really strong, vivid image of a particular stone and the backdrop.
Which was not dissimilar to the actual place where we were at, I remember having a dream. I think it must have been the night before we went to the circle and I was vaguely aware of feeling powerful energy yet it did not feel like I was asleep!
I felt quite connected to the circle again before we went. But on the way up to Castlerigg, I remember driving on the motorway and feeling really spacey and almost like I was being pulled there. A nanosecond later I sensed a migraine starting. My migraines always start with a visual aura and there was a moment, of panic, fear and even anger, because what was I going to do? I lose part of my vision when my migraines start and here I was on the motorway, 20 miles to the next service station. I think I asked for some divine help and the worst stayed away until I arrived at the next services, when the aura hit me full on. I contacted Rachel, to let her know I wasn’t sure whether I was going to make it or not and sat there just waiting. It felt like my commitment to the circle was being tested. After some time, the aura passed and I had to decide whether to proceed or go home. Though I wasn’t feeling particularly well, I decided to continue my journey.
On arrival, I was shocked to discover, it was also a very public circle and was really busy and I confess to feeling really uncomfortable about that.
There was an issue with the wyrdoscope, not charging, so we had time to just wander around the circle. I felt a great deal of energy. I was absolutely amazed how beautiful and intact the circle was and so shocked how busy it was.
I remember leaning against a stone and I just knew that the stones wanted peace, quiet and to be really recognised for their power and potential. It felt like they thought they were completely misunderstood and their worth was diminished. That recognition is actually a theme that I’ve been experiencing since.
As I continued leaning against the stone, it felt like I was sinking into another realm – very peaceful.
There was a real sense of wanting to let go. I can relate to that sense of wanting to be seen. For me, it isn’t about craving the spotlight, but about being recognised for the real, practical value I offer — to feel known in an authentic way.
I remember sensing ripples of energy emanating from the centre of the circle, pulsing outwards. It struck me that, despite the circle vibrating at such a high frequency (which I’d measured before we began), most people seemed unaware of what they were standing in the presence of. Visitors came and went, admiring the stones on a surface level, but not really recognising their full energetic value or what the circle represents. It felt as though this lack of recognition mirrored something the stones themselves were expressing — a quiet longing to be truly seen, acknowledged, and remembered for their deeper purpose. A theme I can relate to in my personal life.
I decided to go and lay in the tent for a while and joined the others after maybe half an hour or so after the opening ceremony.
I initially felt a little uncomfortable with all the visitors milling around, but it soon became clear that they weren’t particularly concerned by our presence. Once again, that sense of not really seeing was so apparent — as though we, like the stones, were invisible to their deeper awareness.
And then it was like the mood began to shift. We started having a laugh with the people around us. They seemed to be more interested. They were asking what we were doing. It was quite beautiful that there were lots of school children there.
The tuning session itself felt particularly intense, especially around the throat chakra. There was a palpable sense of congestion in the group’s collective throat energy — as though expression had been stifled. It struck me that this mirrored the stones’ own energetic story: their creative essence and true ‘voice’ have also been muted, unrecognised and unexpressed. Once again, this message also relates to me personally.
Following the visit, I felt quite out of sorts and there was a real sense of a shift coming. Life has been a round of busyness for quite some time, it’s been great but more doing than being. This visit has coincided with other messages, to really slow down, go within and listen. A couple of days later, I had another migraine and I asked myself “what am I not seeing, or what am I hyper focusing on?”
And I realised I’m focusing on the small things, I really need to change the lens, shift my focus and perspective.
I went for a walk a few days ago and on that walk there was a fallen tree, which I was really drawn to, and as I stood there, there was a real sense of sadness. It was personal sadness, but also I felt the tree’s sadness. It used to be glorious, magnificent, majestic, giving so much out to the world. Now, it felt unloved, useless and unseen. Again, messages I can personally relate to.
This tree and I had quite a conversation. I still considered it mighty and majestic, even though it’s circumstances had changed. It still had a purpose – there were various fungi growing on it. There was insects living inside and there were plants growing all around it. I think there’s a butterfly as well landing on it. And with that, it felt like the mood lifted.
This experience has been so interesting, the themes that came up for the circles, the tree and myself were all connected. Fascinating.
Hollies Journal Notes
Deborah: Journal Notes:
Oh, okay, I’m giving this a go. I’m not sure how it works, but, and I’m not sure how much time I have got, but I’ll start with I’m hoping I can pause it along the way.
Anyway, from the activation, I’ll just reiterate what I got from that.
I saw the imprint of a man on the grass and the smell of smoke and tears and salty water
And the stones thanked me for going to heal them. And I wrote down that during activation, my head rotated and I got the words rheasus negative and rhesus positive, (I’m not entirely sure that was me or if I was capturing someone else’s notes about that)
And I think at that point, that’s when Buddha was mentioned, and that’s when it put in my head about my niece’s partner, Jason, possibly coming to the site
I think these are notes that I captured from immediately after the activation. But I don’t know if I was remembering what somebody else was saying or if this is exactly what I got, but I wrote about a ring of fire connecting us all. And I think that was something Claire said about the bell and the significance of bells. I think that was mentioned in the activation. The bell that ends all suffering. And then I don’t know if it’s me or if I was writing down what’s being said again but I wrote, pain on the left side of my neck and my head was moving and my heart had barbed wire around it.
I got the words, get the water flowing in a receptive state for receiving, and open to receive, open your heart center to receive. Let go of the pain of the past. And then I just got the words, let the water flow. And then I was just looking that up, if there was a song about that. And there was a song called let your living water flow by Vinesong.
And then the labyrinth kept coming into my mind. And then I was watching, must have been later on in the evening on the Friday race across the world.
And a young boy was on there with his mum, and he lost his mum somewhere in the middle of nowhere, in the outbacks of nowhere, where they didn’t even speak English, and they found each other through telepathy. Just must have thought that was significant to note down. And then my third finger on my right hand was feeling really different. I felt like I had to rub it.
My third finger on my right hand felt detached somehow, yeah, and then I’ve written, like the wedding ring finger, like Outlander, which was about time travel. She wore her wedding ring on her right hand. It was based in Scotland, and that was about traveling through the stones.
And then I think that was from the activation, the sense that I got this Burning Man, and the outline of the man that had been burnt was cut off from his love, from his life, from his marriage, from his family.
This must have been on the Monday morning
I had a dream on the Sunday night and woke up quite distressed on Monday morning. It was about an old friend of mine and then an old boyfriend of mine and a Big Black XL Bully Dog, and then the dog attacked me and bit my finger, and it had it in its mouth, but I pretended to be dead, and so I let my finger go floppy, and people thought I was dead, and this bully XL then, because it thought I was dead, just let go. And then I jumped up on a table, and it came for me again. It was a big XL, bully, dog, black one, and it wanted to hurt me. And the old boyfriend of mine was dressed as a soldier, a wounded soldier and then I think he was, apparently in fancy dress, but he kept popping up. And then I had various people in the dream staying at my house. There was a sense, again, of injustice and things that are going on in the world, like injustice in the world, which I feel is like the control and dictatorship and forced ID cards.
And then a feeling of Rage was there, which started as anger in my head and my chest, and I thought I would rather be angry than weak, and the anger wants to be surfaced and not buried, and be transmuted and released into love and light.
And then a feeling of Rage was there, which started as anger in my head and my chest, and I thought I would rather be angry than weak, and the anger wants to be surface
VISIT TO THE STONES
So I’m going to talk about what happened at the stones now, at the site, when we went on to the site, when we went up to the site, initially, I was drawn to as we were looking at the site, I was drawn to a stone on the left hand side. It was just sort of like calling out to me, which I thought the entrance was at the bottom side of the field, the side closest to where we were down at the bottom. And so it was on the left side of that, and I put my hands on on it, and it sort of telepathically said to me that I’m dead. The Stone said I’m dead. People think that I’m dead and that I’m not alive, but I am alive. And I said, telepathically, I know you are alive. And the Stone said, thank you. And then the Stone said, no one really touches me. Feels me like the phrase, you have a heart of stone. People think I don’t have a heart, but I am love, pure love, and love is from the heart energy center and all around and everywhere. And then I said, Thank you for communicating with me. And then I gave the stone some Reiki, and it said, I’m alive. I’m alive. I’m alive. You’ve revived me. You’ve revived my spirit, the spirit of the stones. Thank you. And then I got incredibly emotional and felt incredibly connected to the stone and the land through the stone. We shared a mutual thanks at that point.
As I walked around the outside of the circle I told the stones that I loved them.
So I left that stone then, and I was walking around, and I was telling the stones telepathically that I loved them, and they were saying, Thank you.
One of the stones said, Thank you for acknowledging me.
And the next stone I went to stand against, was leaning outwards from the circle, and told me that it had sort of fallen out of the circle, fallen over with the weight of the sacrifice and suffering it had experienced at this site, and a sense of slaughter and injustice. And then I felt incredibly sad in my heart chakra at that point. And then I gave that stone some Reiki healing, and the Stone said, thank you again.
And then the next stone, I went to was a bit of a bigger stone, which I thought that was my stone that I got from the activation, but when I realized the site was the the other way around, when we went through the entrance, I realized the first stone that I was been drawn to was actually my stone that I connected with on the activation, but this stone said to me as I touched it, I’m as cold as ice, like the saying where people say that you’re stone cold. And again, this stone said people just ignore me, and they take pictures around me. And there was a feeling of sadness and a feeling of sadness in my heart. And I gave that stone some Reiki as well, and also, because I felt like I couldn’t warm it up, and my hands were getting cold, and I do have raunards. So I took my heated gloves with me, and I put my heated gloves on to warm up my hands, but also warm up the stone. And the Stone said, thank you again for waking its spirit and for bringing it back to life. And I asked it if it had anything to share with me, and it said, to live while you’re alive. And I said, thank you.
And then people were also sort of around and laughing, and I sort of got the sense they were laughing at me. I didn’t care, but I had my head on the stone and my hands on the stone, but I think they were just sort of sniggering that it was just a rock, and just saw it as an inanimate rock. You know, I’m thinking, What are you doing? And then me and the rock felt a little insulted. But, you know, also realized that people just don’t know that the rocks have a spirit and they are actually alive.
And then I moved on to the big stone. The Big Stone told me it was the king. It told me it had come from a river where it was originally under a waterfall, and it told me that it loved it there under the waterfall, and it didn’t see all the suffering, only the beauty and the naturalness of nature. And I asked it how it felt to be there at the site, and it told me it was okay, as people did see it now, and it told me that it oversees all the other stones and watches over them now.
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Natalies Findings
Castlerigg – My write up by Natalie Anne
30-09-25
I’m Natalie Anne and this is my documentation from our trip to Castlerigg, Stone Circle in
Cumbria. I never knew what to expect as I feel very new to all of this. But one thing to know is we
all have senses, and the ability is just knowing your capable and believing it. Trust your instincts.
During the activation, I met a group of peers on a zoom call, all so lovely and open. A lot was
being said, and our location was chosen for us, in front of our very eyes with the help of spirits
and the pendulum. At some point we were told to close our eyes, and I remember being
mentioned about unzipping your skin to reveal a gorgeous glow. However, no matter how hard I
tried to envision that, I couldn’t. But I did see myself with a ball of light inside of me getting
brighter and brighter, almost to the point that I was now golden, beaming with light and feeling
the happiest in a long time.
More things were mentioned to help connect us all together and link us to the location. We were
told to keep an eye out for the smallest of things, the un-noticed that you would think nothing of,
maybe a colour would spring to mind, a scent out of nowhere, a whisper, or even, little physical
sensations. I had a cold feeling during the activation, and it rushed up the back of my spine and
across my shoulders, in a repetitive motion. Only up the top half of my body. A strong tingling
feeling but only within my left fingers and the need for a really big yawn. By the end when we
opened our eyes, both of my hands held a lot of heat. Naturally my hands are never warm, but
this heat was hot, almost like I’d been holding a hot cup of tea for a period of time.
Little details also seemed to appear in my mind, that I couldn’t possibly know was true, but I
knew deep down in my gut that it was going to be factual. I knew that I would have a connection
and see a stone that had a decent slope, but this stone would also have a chip in it. When I
thought about the stone, I never knew the shape to expect, only that it would slope with a piece
missing from it. I tried to picture the stone circle, I couldn’t envision it. Every time I tried, the
stone circle was blurred but closing my eyes I could physically feel what the grass surrounding
the stone would feel like. I knew exactly without any doubt that I would see this stone at
Castlerigg with the texture I’d envisioned and felt.
In the shower on the Sunday, a song randomly came to me, a children’s song about bones called
‘Skeleton Dance’. So, I feel that the stone circle would hold a lot of sorrow, pain and death. I felt
an achy feeling and a heavy weight appeared in my left leg from my knee to ankle. After the
activation, I felt strongly connected to the number four, is it significant in any way?
The morning of our journey to Cumbria, I woke up all achy on the left hand side, I stayed over at
Julie’s house and when I came down the stairs, I saw her sat in the garden, so I thought lets
joining her. Walking out the back door and oh my goodness! What a lovely vibe it was, the energy
you wouldn’t believe. There were approximately 30 blue tit birds, singing in chorus and harmony
and it was like a fairytale. Such a magical moment and the pitch of those sounds, was soothing.
After a cup of tea, I went outside into the garden, and I wanted to see what I was drawn to. I
walked around with hands and palms facing out and at specific points I had tingles in my hand. I
placed them into a bag ready to take as an offering to the centre of the stone circle. When I
returned back inside after collecting things from the garden, I sat down to check what I had
chosen and realised I had not only picked four different varieties of berries and plants, but I had
also caught 4 different insects (which I released outside).
All morning, I had tingles running down my left side with some aches and pains. A tight
sensation in my chest on the lift side, accompanied with the start of a migraine, only on the left
side. I yawned a lot in the car on the way to Cumbria and my eyes felt extremely watery. After
some time, my eyes had dried up but a single tear was released from my right eye. Could this
mean the left side is connected to sensations and feelings, and the right side is emotion?
Still on our journey and both Julie and I thought to check the time, it was 11:11am. There again is
the number four, four single ones. There must be a meaning for this number. On our first meet
we both met with Rachel and Claire, which meant again the number four, our people. By
Lakeside Cafe, there were some beautiful boats and a gorgeous lake. Walking past the boats, I
felt a spark of heat on my lower back. Not warmth, but the sensation, as if my back or I was
actually on fire.
The night before Castlerigg Stone Circle, we stayed in a yurt, and there was a star gazing
window, central at the top. We were all ready to go to sleep and where you third eye is, I had a
cooling effect appear randomly. Like a menthol feeling on the skin, cool and soothing with a
slight tingling. I felt like I was being drawn or being connected to the stars above.
En route to Castlerigg, I felt a ball in my throat and a strong taste and texture of salt water. On
entry to the stone circle, the first circle I touched with my eyes closed. I had a sharp, chesty
ache on my left side and a tingle in my left arm. I envisioned the colour blood orange, this soon
turned into flames, and I could smell a strong sense of smoke.
The twelfth stone upon the left from the circle entry. I felt warmth. I closed my eyes; I could see
the colour plum with a glowing light in the centre. I was drawn to a specific stone, the next
stone, number thirteen (1+3=4). Referring back to the activation I knew I’d see this stone, a
sloped stone with a chip in it. I felt a huge vibration from it, and a warm tingling feeling in both of
my legs. I close my eyes, and I can see movement. Almost like we’re travelling or it wants to
show me something. I then felt both warmth and coldness like it was trying to show me balance.
It was showing me love and hate, war and peace, fire and ice, light and darkness etc. I could see
and feel rebirth, evolution, a burst of growth but with sorrow. I stayed with this stone a while as I
was connected and communicating with it. I could see veins, like a microscopic vision of skin,
but I could feel the pulse, the movement and physically feel droplets of water but it wasn’t
raining.
In the centre of the circle, a full positive vibe I could feel when we walked around inside the
circle, and we expressed our sound. The colour of a glowing yellow was prominent. Then it was
time for the activation blessing, and we could all hear and feel all of that collective emotion.
Rachel asked about hearing the children, drawing in masculinity, and bring the animals closer
creating a peaceful space. Before this blessing people around didn’t want to talk to
communicate much to each other, very much keeping themself to themself. After this beautiful,
glowing blessing people came together. children came from nowhere, men and women came
closer, the sheep came closer and you could hear the mix of different cultures. We heard
positivity, and laughter and a lovely warmth sound.
Within the stone circle was a mini stone circle, where we chose to do a little ceremony using
sounding forks, delivered by Sue. I decided to close my eyes and see what came to me, so with
my pen to paper I decided to write and draw whatever chose to come through, in whatever
shape or form. Firstly, I saw the colour light blue sway to a deeper shade, and it transformed into
pink, then crystal white. As the forks vibrated with the most beautiful sound I visioned an eye
from a side perspective, with tears running down. I felt the emotion coming though and this
image changed into what I think were scratches. These evolved into diamond shapes, which had
movement. Not loads of diamond shapes however a diamond shape that expanded with
another inside and the word ‘hiding’ came to me.
As this ceremony progressed, I felt a shadow of coldness surround me. At this time, I heard
Julie, almost like she was choking, it was like something or someone near wasn’t meant to be
there. I daw a darkness and it wouldn’t leave, it was an unsettling, nervous and anxious feeling
like I wanted to shield myself. After a while this feeling seemed to shift, a glowing light appeared,
in a beautiful purple and blue hue, with sparks on neon shining through. I saw yellow and blue
and was fulfilled with some peace and warmth. I envisioned a brightness, a sunset but a
balanced image, like light with a shadow. When Sue came around with the sounding forks, my
left ear picked up the first round, with a elegant pitch and ring to it. However, my right ear was
not as prominent however in between the two ringing sounds, I could hear the ocean, water and
the ripples but we were nowhere near anything like it. The sound round of sounding forks, my left
ear could hear the ring and feel the vibration, but my right ear was silent, I could near nothing.